Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Lead, Follow, or Get Out of the Way

Today I reached 200 followers -- and I'm humbled and thrilled. Thank you! I have followers on Facebook, and I have followers who have me in their RSS feeds and readers, but seeing that number "200 Blogger Followers" makes me so incredibly happy. Thank you. I love you all, and you have no idea what it means to me.


I've been thinking about following and it brought to mind a story I'm going to tell you. Some of you may find yourself nodding and understanding. Some of you may find yourself laughing -- and that's ok! I've told this story to my son when he's having trouble not accepting that he can't be The Best the first time he tries something (He is DEFINITELY my son!).

The Track Team, or
Lead, Follow, or Get Out of the Way.


(photo: ehow.com)

I have never, ever been good at gym. Ever. In fourth grade, I could only do five sit-ups in a minute for the Presidential Fitness Test. In fifth grade, I fell and broke my arm doing the shuttle run for the same stupid fitness test. Two weeks after THAT cast was taken off, I broke the OTHER arm wrecking a bicycle. And my first broken leg was when I was nine months old. Not nine years old. Months. I've since broken my leg two more times (#2 -- running during Air Force Basic Training, #3, stepping into a hole).

Do you see a theme here?


Yet in high school, for some UNKNOWN reason, I decided to go out for the track team.

I've never been a runner. I hadn't been a runner before I signed up for try outs. I basically walked by the sheet of paper taped to the wall and signed my name. To this day I really can't figure out why in the world I did that. Scholastically, I did just fine in school, but socially, I felt like I didn't fit in, and I was always trying to find my place. I wanted to BE someone, to be good at something, and I suppose something deep inside me realized the track team was too small for there to be any cuts (so I'd be accepted no matter what -- bonus!) and if I joined the team, I'd have to try, because I refuse to quit.

After two days, I wanted to quit.

The coach was an assistant football coach, and I know that deep down (and probably not that deep down) he wished like heck he could cut me. I sucked. I was horrible. I wasn't a runner at ALL. I basically joined the team as a lump of "teach me". I had no idea I'd be running so much, which is pretty stupid on my part -- I'd joined the flipping TRACK TEAM. After two days, I was exhausted.

The other problem was since our team was small, we didn't have enough people to cover quite all the events at meets. All the other girls were great (and also not wild that I was crashing the party), but they could only be expected to do so many events. Therefore, I became the Spot Filler. Since the coach never took the time to train me, cut me, or figure out what I might become decent at, I never got good at anything.

One meet, I'd run the mile -- and get lapped. Twice. One meet, I'd try the hurdles -- and fall over the first one. Another meet, I kid you not, I threw the shot put, and barely missed my foot. Keep in mind, in high school I weighed about 100 pounds and was 5'2". Why the shot put?

But I never quit.

I did, however, feel like a colossal failure.

Enter, again, the dreaded Presidential Fitness Test. You remember -- the one where I couldn't do a sit up and broke my arm doing the shuttle run? Oh, and where I lasted on the flexed arm hang only 1.3 seconds?

Here's where I found out that the hours of running actually paid off. I may have been woefully out of my league on the track team, but my insistence of sticking it out really paid off when it came to running the 600 meter run. The gym teacher yelled, "Go!" and I took off at my normal track team pace.

That's when I realized -- I was waaaaay ahead.

Not just a little bit -- a lot.

At first I thought it was a joke, but this wasn't a teenage feel-good movie or a Napoleon Dynamite moment where everyone roots for the underdog. I'd done it -- I'd gotten good at something. It just wasn't what I'd expected to get good at.

I didn't end up crossing the finish line first, but I was most definitely not the last. The look on my gym teacher's face was worth it all, and the feeling inside me was immense. I'd done it. I still sucked eggs at track, and running has never become a favorite past time. But I kept with the track team, embarrassing and humiliating as it was, and I found that winning didn't always mean crossing the finish line first.


There are all sorts of finish lines in life.


Lori doesn't run track any longer, but she does make jewelry. You can see her work at www.lorianderson.net.

11 comments:

  1. Congratulations on 200! Loved the story ... never give up ... YEP!

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  2. Ooooh, I had a total laugh out loud moment as I was scrolling down, reading and identifying with your story, and then seeing the picture of the person lying on the ground. THAT IS SO ME! I didn't actually sign up for track in HS, but I did start running for myself in my 20's and even did a 5-mile run event. I'm so clumsy and un-athletic (although I've never broken anything) that all I could do was nod. Yep. That's me.

    But, you're right...pushing yourself sometimes gets you to be YOUR best...which is all that matters in the end.

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  3. congrats on your 200th ..
    <3...
    mona & the girls
    you are an inspiration..
    we all shine somewhere.. 0)

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  4. That was such an inspirational story, it was so honest and touching, I could have been that girl too. But you had to be that girl in order to be the fab one you are today! :)

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  5. Great story! YOu're right! Winning doesn't mean crossing the line first! There's so much more to winning than that.

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  6. Oh way to go Lori. Great post girl.

    Hey, no good about the headache honey, so hope you are feeling better.
    xxx

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  7. Congratulations Lori on your 200 marker and what a wonderful story.

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  8. Felicitations on your 200th follower and I hope the email I've sent you will make it all the sweeter.
    All my very best,
    Simone

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  9. Lori
    What a great story...you are such an achiever...even then. I like learning more about you! And Congrats on 200 followers!! That is awesome!

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  10. Kudos to you! I so want to run again, someday! Congratulations on your blog success!

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